ルイーズ・ペントランドさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ルイーズ・ペントランドInstagram)「🧡Yesterday was an exceptionally hard day. I had to face some really painful truths about my childhood and they hurt my adult #Mummyheart. I desperately don’t want my girls to have the same life I did growing up. . Sometimes my brain does this horrible thing where it lists all the horrific things that could happen to them. It races through this terrible ‘what if?’ game and it takes a lot to pull myself out of that. . I watched the sunset, downed a family size bag of Cadbury’s buttons, called Esther for a cry, had a logical discussion with Liam and felt upright again. 💪🏻 . Today is a NEW day. Liam’s working so we’re having a ‘Girl’s Weekend’ which is just what I need. We’re going to bake cookies (I know, not like me! 🤣), watch films, Darcy wants me to do purple chalk dye in her hair, maybe go for a walk round my favourite little village. It’s going to be good for the soul. . I just want to end on this for anyone who might sadly have been in the same position (leave a ❤️ if you’re still actually reading this novel 😂), a destructive childhood doesn’t have to destroy you. Abuse doesn’t own you. Yes, it is awful but you can get up, show up and succeed. You’re not a victim, you’re a survivor. You’re good. You can live a happy, strong, love filled life. You’re not broken, you’re ok. . If you’re in trouble or you ever think a child is and you don’t know what to do and don’t feel able to call the police, PLEASE contact the @nspcc_official. They will confidentially advise you with fully trained professionals. They save lives 🧡」6月6日 16時09分