ザッカリー・リーヴァイさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ザッカリー・リーヴァイInstagram)「Today was a day full of reflection and gratitude. Remembering my mother. Remembering her struggles. Remembering our struggles together. She was a brilliant, dynamic, charming, beautiful, talented, mess. All the potential in the world wrapped up in traumatized little girl from St. Louis. She didn’t know the depth of the wounds she would receive throughout her life. She didn’t know how her unacknowledged pain would end up being the cause of wounding so many other souls along the way. She didn’t know how loved she was by everyone around her, even while her pain kept causing so much damage to herself and others. And honestly, without solid therapy, most of us would never know these things. I wish she would’ve known her worth in this world. In this life. In our lives. Maybe she did. I’m honestly not sure. But today, as I sat under the wisdom of an oak tree, held by its branches, sun on my skin, I felt her. I felt her warmth. I saw her smile. I heard her laugh. I knew she was okay. And I knew I was too. I’m so grateful for who and where I am in my life today. And I know beyond knowing that god has used every ounce of my amazing mother to help get me here. The good. The bad. The in-between. Because that’s life. It’s messy. And it’s hard. And it’s beautiful. And it’s magic. One day I’ll see ya on the other side, mama. Thanks for doing the best you could. We’re doin good down here. You did good, Suzy. We love you.」5月11日 14時30分