イスクラ・ローレンスさんのインスタグラム写真 - (イスクラ・ローレンスInstagram)「I’m prefacing this post by saying I could not be happier or more grateful and I’m highly aware that I’m super lucky to be able to conceive naturally and that myself and baby are healthy. But I really want to share all the realness of my journey since becoming a momma because these two weeks have felt like the most challenging of my life. I never imagined how much my wonderful tiny human struggling with colic would affect me and all of the postpartum changes. I felt so much more prepared for pregnancy and even though I had great advice and read up on newborns, NOTHING could have gotten me ready emotional and mentally to see the love of our lives screaming, bright red, whole body tense and seemingly in discomfort for hours a day and not getting enough sleep. Even though you’ve catered to all their needs (breast feeding, changing diapers and all the love, cuddles and attention you can give) I must have ordered every product that says it can soothe colicky babies (I feel so privileged to be able to afford that luxury) as well as the most patient incredible daddy @philipapayne who I can’t put into words because I’ll cry but is the best team mate I could have dreamt of. Posted these side by side because this is my current reality.. maybe 1 shampoo a week, still living in my adult diapers (because yes you bleed for weeks after birth) sleep deprivation, leaky nips + hormonal acne. I’ve managed 3 workouts because I needed it mentally and physically but I’ve barely managed to respond to any work emails and I’ve let down friends who have wanted to FaceTime and meet our baby and I can barely look at my phone most of the time or text back. When I have posted insta stories it’s when I have some energy or feel able too so that kinda feeds into the highlight reel of social media - where nothing is what it seems and if I only posted smiley perfect pictures that would not be real. Baby A.M.P is our dream come true and we know it’s going to get easier with time. I hope by sharing my struggles and being vulnerable some of you going through it feel less alone and know it’s ok to not be ok. Also any colic advice PLEASE SHARE!!! Love you all thanks for listening🙏❤️」5月5日 7時09分