Ashley Jamesさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Ashley JamesInstagram)「I was walking through Battersea park yesterday when I noticed a robin flying around me. "I love seeing robins", I said to my boyfriend, "because it's someone coming to say hi who's not here anymore". I had no idea it would be my friend Caz. I'm broken. I find social media and grief challenging. I have so much to say and yet nothing to say. I'm lost for words but I've found comfort and closeness seeing other people's tributes. She used to always say she loved my Instagram for how open I was, so I'm trying to be open whilst processing my grief and not oversharing. Caroline and I grew increasingly close over the last couple of years, united in being absolute hopeless romantics. We spoke almost daily, she really got what it was like to be single and to go through constant heartbreak. She would always laugh at the incredibly long and heartfelt messages I'd write to the people who broke my heart. I can't believe I've lost my friend and I'm going to miss our constant WhatsApp messages. I can't believe she's gone. We text just four days ago and were planning a trip to Tulum. She told me she can't wait for the court case to be over so she could get on with her life. I'm heartbroken she won't get to do that. We've been in constant contact the last couple of months and it's been so difficult to see what she's been through. I hope all the journalists, doorsteppers, trolls, and people who tried to capitalise from her downfall really think about their words and actions going forward. We have to do better. One thing I must say is that whilst presenting the biggest show on television (a show she loved), she would feel nervous. Not for the pressure of presenting live, she was a natural, but because of the backlash she'd receive online. Please please think twice before you tweet anything horrible. We are all human beings at the end of the day. 'in a world where you can be anything, be kind'. Caroline had such a big heart and had SO much love to give. I feel so lucky to have experienced her love, loyalty, laughter, and vulnerability. This is going to take a long time to process, and I'm going to miss her forever, as I know so many people will. I love you Caz. ❤️」2月17日 1時56分