タミン・サーソクさんのインスタグラム写真 - (タミン・サーソクInstagram)「ONE. One year today. I remember being so scared. Scared to have a second C Section. Scared that I hadn’t chose the right path for Lennon Blue to enter the world. Because as a woman I thought that a natural birth was what my body was “meant” to do. Our doctor had strongly recommended another C section but I fought. Fought for months even through she wouldn’t descend and kept turning face up. Two days before she were born something hit me physically in the gut. I shot up in my bed. Something said I need to get her out. Via c- section. When the day came for us to meet everything was routine (I mean I seem to always react badly to the spinal and my blood pressure drops dramatically ) that being said, we were ok and I’d never felt my heart love something so deeply (other than her sister). The doctor came to me after he stitched me up. He looked relieved. I asked him what was the look on his face and then he told me one of the most chilling things I had heard. Lennon’s face had almost ruptured through my scar. She was hours away from ending up in my stomach. The likelihood of survival of that situation is low. For both of us. There are no symptoms. He said that if Phoenix had jumped on me, or I had laughed too hard or gone into labor that would be that. I’m sharing my story, not to scare anyone as birth is the most natural and beautiful thing but as a conversation to be had surrounding birth. If I didn’t trust my gut AND my doctor we would be in a very different situation today. My C section saved us. And many others. We did not fail. We chose what was best for us. Mothers need to be celebrated for EVERY choice they make. Happy 1st birthday Lennon. Thank you for letting us love you. You are are our world. ❤️」1月18日 7時13分