トレーシー・キスさんのインスタグラム写真 - (トレーシー・キスInstagram)「Left or right? Comment below please my darlings 👀 I don’t know if everybody feels this way but it’s certainly how I feel. I became a model at the age of 18 and everyone around me wanted me to be glamourous and dress as bold as possible - fake hair, fake lashes, fake tan, fake nails, tight outfits and a truck load of makeup! It didn’t feel like me at all but it was what everyone wanted of me so I did as I was told because hey we’re all young and impressionable once. This earned me admiration for being what other people wanted me to be, but it also caused a lot of insecurity, firstly that people only loved me more for what I could look like at my best, rather than who I am inside, and secondly for what attracted people to me -my appearance- then made them feel threatened that my appearance would therefore attract somebody “better” than them to sweep me off of my feet. I became a bird caged, dressed up like a trophy to please others and then hidden away and covered up to stop me from being stolen or adored by anyone else. I’m guessing this happens in most relationships though, only I was hidden for so long and covered up that even I didn’t recognise myself when I finally stepped out again. You can’t love a flower by picking it and locking it away from daylight - you have to let it grow wild and free and it will reward you by blossoming for you over and over again. When people meet me dressed in baggy clothes and no makeup or effort they’re shocked to realise how I look dressed up. Likewise when I’m dressed up on a night out I’m not afraid to wear something figure hugging but I never go all out on makeup - at most I’ll begrudgingly put on some mascara. The way we dress seems to determine the response we receive from others - sexy and desirable (freedom) or covered up and respectable (caged). When surely the true sign of beauty comes from having the freedom to wear whatever you choose and feel most comfortable wearing - regardless? It’s about the body mind and soul beneath the exterior that catches your eye and keeps your heart 🙏🏼 Dresses: @femmeluxefinery --------- #fashionblogger #lbd #beautiful #confidence #attraction #gf #wifey」11月6日 20時35分