Monica Churchのインスタグラム(monicachurch) - 7月9日 03時52分
Figured I should hop on here and say some sort of update... this photo was from a fun lil shoot about a week ago with @anamariephoto & @joannamonroephoto. I am very overwhelmed by all of the support I have been given and really just in shock over everything still. I didn't want THIS sort of attention, but thank you to anyone who has reached out, I wish I could reply to every single one of you but its just not physically possible. I really don't feel super comfortable with all of this or how to react. Please do not hate on the person that did something to me, no one deserves that JUST as much as no one deserves to be cheated on. There are 2 sides to every story, and you only heard mine. I'm not a perfect person. No, I did not go to Spain, but I am very excited to be heading to Switzerland in a few days. Here's to learning, healing, and just trying to move forward...
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gypsysoul1992
My ex would make me feel like I was the best thing that ever happened to him, and then go days without seeing/texting me. Would completely ignore me. And, I always questioned what was wrong with me. I tried to change who I was, so he would love me more. Turned out he was hiding some skeletons in his closet. He just recently came out as gay. Now it all makes sense. I now am married to a man that loves everything about me, and has helped me fall back in love with myself. I couldn’t imagine life without him. Every time something in my life that ended, there was always something far better in the future. Things happen in relationships, but never apologize for who you are. Take this as a learning experience, and move on from it. You deserve nothing but the best, and all the happiness! Take time to do the things you love, and trust me, it seriously does get better. You used your story to help so many other girls going through the same thing. You’re a role model. So, thank you for being so transparent, and opening up about something that is incredibly difficult.
sqlvampire
@monicachurch this photo is stunning .. the best thing you can do for yourself is to continue to be that bright, beautiful, and confident woman you can see shining through in that photo! Do not lose site if her.. no man is worth losing parts of yourself .. I was in a very abusive relationship before I met my now husband of 19+ years.. I tell people all the time I would gladly endure all the awfulness it that previous relationship again knowing I would find my true love on the other side of the awful relationship ../ because the love my husband and I have shared is worth any challenge that gets in the way and one day you will find that kind of love as well!! I’m sending you all kinds of strength, love and prayers !! ❤️?
hr_thunder_
I wish you all the best and you WILL go through all this pain stronger than ever. ❤️ No one deserves to be hurt in such a way and it breaks my heart to hear such outcomes! Don’t ever forget that you are worth so much more and that one day the hurt will pass. It’ll take time and the process is rough but I’ll pass. ?? If you want to head out to Berlin you’ve also got a place to stay in my apartment! Girls always stick together ??
lexscratt
Dont let this ruin your views on love and your future relationships. You will find someone who makes you excited and treats you like a queen. That's when you'll know. You will find it. We all have to go through trials before we find the right one. Trust me, I've lived it and believed I would never be interested in marriage. The moment I let my current boyfriend that all changed. Yours will come too. You deserve it.
elu_ana
I saw you story randomly on youtube...I feel your story, because I also had experience on this. And it's pretty hard to trust fully afterwards. I believe it just need a lot of time to heal, to learn to love yourself first and then the right person will appear. Good decission to travel to Switzerland, I'm Swiss and I highly recommend you to do a mountain hike, the air there will heal your soul.?⛰????♀️
leannawithacapitala
I was in a similar situation before, but we had been together 3 years. It sucks and it's terrible. I watched your vlog and just wanted to give you a hug and say "Solidarity sister". If it makes you feel any better, my 11 month old son was trying to make you smile by waving and saying "hi!" He watches your vlogs with me and loves you. He could tell you were upset and was very concerned. You got this girl!
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