カンディー・ジョンソンのインスタグラム(kandeejohnson) - 6月14日 10時36分
❤️ This is my dad. He was my super hero that could lift my spirits and made me feel I was always safe in the world. (I have his same nose which I used to dislike until it reminded me of him) This photo was taken the day I was born & 7 years ago today my dad returned to heaven...💖 7 years ago today my dad was supposed to pick me up from the airport. He stopped to help a friend who was moving and in an accident there, an artery was cut and he bled out.
He never got to greet me at the airport that day, but I know he’ll be there to greet me in heaven with his arms to hold me once again❤️✨ To be very honest, some of the lights went out in my world that day...and my life will always be different without him, but I also live with him in my heart and every day I think; how can I live bigger, bolder and braver in honor of my dad. My dad was fearless, brave, the life of the party, always making people laugh, laughed easily, was rarely upset or mad & always fun to be around.
I would run for hours (literally 2-4 hours a day) crying. One day I picked up a spark plug I saw lying in the trail & it’s as if I could feel my dad say: I will always be a spark plug in your heart...a love spark in my heart. I could feel him almost saying in my heart: you will use this pain you now know, to help comfort others dealing with loss...because you can’t fully comfort others if you don’t know their pain. So I hope you know you’re not alone if you’ve lost someone you love...I’m standing here with you!
I try to live with more of him, his outlook and his attitude each day. He encouraged me, made me always feel protected and safe and in his arms I felt like nothing could harm me and all my problems melted away.
Life is short...don’t take your time, don’t wait for your dreams, don’t live scared, don’t wait to tell those alive, how much they mean to you and how much you love them. I thought I’d see my dad in a few hours, but I’m thankful for every precious minute, I now treasure with him.
My dad always said: “make today better than yesterday”... Live a little more fearless, more brave, with more fun because life is short and too precious not to make it as awesome as you can! ❤️I love u dad!
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glo9234
Your daddy’s loving spirit has been with you since the moment he left his physical body. Know that as you read this he is with you nodding his head agreeing. ? close your eyes, pull all of your focus into your heart, feeling all the love that you hold for him and take a deep breath. It is then that you will feel him and the immeasurable love that he holds for you. Trust that he has been & will continue to be with you during every important moment of your life. Every special occasion, all of your accomplishments, all that is joyful/trying... he’s been right there. He’s proud of his little peanut. Sending much ? to you ?. ✨
sarah.peace.3
I lost my dad three years ago and I feel the same way. It’s hard to think of how things used to be because it makes me sad to no end. My dad always said that if anything happened to him to just toss him in a ditch somewhere and move on with my life. That’s what I try hardest to do (but we didn’t toss him in a ditch). I told him that I’d be a mess, but I’d do my best. So most days I just go about my day and be as happy as possible, but every now and then I let myself be a grieving mess. ❤️
vixroxsix
I’ll never forget watching the video you posted explaining what happened and crying with you, I’ll never forget the pumpkin pie video of you and your dad and how it made me smile seeing the love between you both and I’ll never forget how special his is to you. Until you meet again, much love to you and yours from me and mine xxx
buttercups069
I lost my dad on May fifth five years ago this year. I miss him so much and wish we had more time together. Cancer sucks it took my dad, I know he is not in pain anymore though. Not a day goes by that things I see, smell, hear that remind me of him. He was the best father I ever had. Love you dad. ?
misslaceynoel
?? God bless you and your family Kandee. Just lost my nana a few months ago and everyone has been so sad. Everything changed the day she was no longer here. I miss her everyday and I hope someday we can be together again. I admire your beautiful heart and strength. You are amazing. ?
amnestyslife
@kandeejohnson thank you for your story and I am sorry for your loss. I know that even after YEARS of the person gone some days it feels as if it were just yesterday. It was amazing reading this post because I can feel the love you had for him. Thank you for sharing again.
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