Hannah Pereraのインスタグラム(hannah_perera) - 6月2日 18時37分

Ever since I was a little girl and I literally mean since I was in primary school, people have always had a huge focus on my body and had their very open opinions about it and what they believe it should look like. Whether it be I’m too skinny, too fat, don’t eat enough, eat too much, exercise too little or exercise too much. It has always had a huge impact on me and how I view my own body. I could be having the best day ever waking up looking at myself and thinking you look good today, and then someone else says one thing to me and instantly I feel disgusting and feel ashamed of what it looks like. I would eat the fattest food I could get my hand on and eat the whole damn thing infront of men in particular to prove look, I do eat because it was the boys in primary school who called me hannanorexic because they didn’t understand that my ribs sticking out was due to a rib deformity called pectus and just assumed it was cause I never eat, I would purposely not exercise because people told me my abs were to firm or I was too skinny and shouldn’t want to lose weight even though that’s not even what exercising is about for everyone. Well today is the day that I say no more. Nothing I ever do from this moment onwards will be to satisfy the mind of ANYONE but my OWN. If I want to eat that pizza I will eat that pizza without hearing in my head someone saying omg how can you eat so much crap, i will eat a salad without hearing ofcourse so typical the skinny girl is eating a salad, i will work out without hearing you’re already way to skinny you don’t need to work out, i will sit on my stretch marked ass without hearing omg I can’t believe you don’t work out you really should for your inner health. I will do whatever the hell I want for me and for me only. I will never again do or think something about my body because of what others think I should be doing or should be looking like. I will only ever do ANYTHING if it’s what makes me happy and that is all. ✨🕊🦋🦄🌴☀️
Also by the way my swimsuit is from @gooseberryintimates 🌸

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