? WARNING: this post is going to be super long and suuuper sappy. Anna-Diatribe in 3...2...1... SO... I was feeling silly and happy and actually did NOT require 18 versions of the above photo (it was also NOT intended for Instagram initially) to be okay w/ myself or my angles or whether or not I was flexing my abs -I wasn’t thinking of those things b/c in that moment I was just being me and 100% okay in my ME-ness. The fact that this info is post-worthy is actually a sad point to me b/c it highlights how rare the moments are when (and, I know you feel me on this) we, as humans, allow ourselves to fully just BE... with no self-judgment. I mean, typically those moments are reserved for the shower, the car (perhaps the bathroom floor ?) -and what do those incidences all have in common? We’re typically... ALONE. Here’s the thing: I. Am. F*cking. Sick. Of. It! I am tired of feeling inadequate, not enough, too much, too quiet, too loud, too talkative, not talkative enough... (⬅️I rarely get told that one). And I’m tired of it being an entirely too common feeling for all of us. I want YOU (reading this now) to not have to feel these painful themes either. I asked myself, “What was it about this moment that made me feel so free?” The truth is I just had a really intense week personally (hysterical crying in an airplane lavatory happened... that was fun - the “we swear we heard nothing” glances were much appreciated). My mom once told me, “A breakdown typically leads to a breakthrough.” The thought typically makes me want to punch her in the face in my mind - ”can’t you see I’m TRYING to have a pity party?” Jk- but, she was RIGHT. That’s what happened for me. I have struggled w/ a lot of defense mechanisms centered around fearing abandonment - one included me thinking no one would really care all that much if I no longer existed. I’m happy to report that my breakthrough was learning that THAT simply isn’t true. It’s a lie that has held me back from trust and hope and love and moments of being silly happy no matter who is watching. SO, as usual, if you read all this you’re a badass! And, even if you can’t for yourself, I hope you can have a silly happy moment today 4ME!

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? WARNING: this post is going to be super long and suuuper sappy.
Anna-Diatribe in 3...2...1...
SO... I was feeling silly and happy and actually did NOT require 18 versions of the above photo (it was also NOT intended for Instagram initially) to be okay w/ myself or my angles or whether or not I was flexing my abs -I wasn’t thinking of those things b/c in that moment I was just being me and 100% okay in my ME-ness. The fact that this info is post-worthy is actually a sad point to me b/c it highlights how rare the moments are when (and, I know you feel me on this) we, as humans, allow ourselves to fully just BE... with no self-judgment. I mean, typically those moments are reserved for the shower, the car (perhaps the bathroom floor ?) -and what do those incidences all have in common? We’re typically... ALONE. Here’s the thing: I. Am. F*cking. Sick. Of. It! I am tired of feeling inadequate, not enough, too much, too quiet, too loud, too talkative, not talkative enough... (⬅️I rarely get told that one). And I’m tired of it being an entirely too common feeling for all of us. I want YOU (reading this now) to not have to feel these painful themes either. I asked myself, “What was it about this moment that made me feel so free?” The truth is I just had a really intense week personally (hysterical crying in an airplane lavatory happened... that was fun - the “we swear we heard nothing” glances were much appreciated). My mom once told me, “A breakdown typically leads to a breakthrough.” The thought typically makes me want to punch her in the face in my mind - ”can’t you see I’m TRYING to have a pity party?” Jk- but, she was RIGHT. That’s what happened for me. I have struggled w/ a lot of defense mechanisms centered around fearing abandonment - one included me thinking no one would really care all that much if I no longer existed. I’m happy to report that my breakthrough was learning that THAT simply isn’t true. It’s a lie that has held me back from trust and hope and love and moments of being silly happy no matter who is watching. SO, as usual, if you read all this you’re a badass! And, even if you can’t for yourself, I hope you can have a silly happy moment today 4ME!


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