レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 11月27日 03時17分

Life takes you where you’re supposed to go. I forget about that, often. So I remind myself. Often. This little app has been that for me for so many years; reminders of things I need to hear. This is why I talk about self-love, or forgiveness, or healing, or letting go. Not because I have it all together but because inside of myself, I tend to fall apart. My whole life is made up by a string of broken things I have tried to make whole. People, mostly. I almost always fail because other people are not ours to fix. Not our parents or our siblings or our spouses or our friends. Not even our children - but we can do everything in our might to keep them whole and safe along the way. Truth is, we can’t fix anyone else. We can only fix ourselves. And when I need that reminder, that the world is not mine to save and that all is well and to trust and to breathe, I write it down and post it here. It’s not just for you, the things I share. It’s also for me. ⁣⁣
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Instagram became a way for me to speak everything out loud; my fears, my hopes, my dreams. My struggles. I know that much of what I feel, other people feel too. But lately, I’ve been struggling. A lot. I don’t know how to communicate it so I don’t. Sometimes it’s easy, sharing what’s truly real. Right now it isn’t. Maybe I’m tired of sharing. I know I’m tired of judgement. Tired of fixing so many broken things. Or maybe I’m just tired and this is the first vacation I have taken in 6 years and not doing anything is making me weirdly agitated. I’m not sure. ⁣⁣
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I have a feeling I’m exiting. From what, I don’t know. Toward what, I have no clue. ⁣⁣
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I know I wish I could stay here, on this dock, by this ocean. Then I remember... It’s the same ocean I have at home. I just never sit by it anymore. ⁣⁣
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Life takes you where you’re supposed to go. And I’m going home. x⁣
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