Lily Ivyのインスタグラム(nakedbl0ndeee) - 9月11日 00時26分

I’ll be honest, I’ve been completely devastated the past couple days since Mac’s passing. I’ve been angry and confused, I’ve been crying on and off, and I’ve had a lot of trouble sleeping. For as long as I can remember, I’ve always kept death close by, honored it’s process, and accepted it’s transformation. I have lost people in my life and although it hurt I always understood and accepted it right away. This has been different. This is the first person who I didn’t “know” that has affected me so much with their passing. I felt like I knew Mac Miller more than some people I know “in real life”. He shared SO much of himself in his art. His growth over the past several years always felt so aligned with mine and I guess that’s why it hurts. He gave himself to the people around him through his words. He was raw and real and someone who has inspired me since high school. He was awake and he understood. He has for a long time. This doesn’t feel right to me but I’m trying to accept it. I wanted to share my feelings. It’s just that: When I feel someone I just really fucking FEEL them man. I feel them to my core. I feel them with the intensity of a thousand suns and I love them the same way. Distance has never been a factor, and art is one of purest forms of communication. My friend and I drove up the coast to Santa Barbara yesterday. We danced and sang to all the hits and talked about all the memories we had listening to the songs with the ocean in the distance. Even though my heart aches it feels full from celebrating as well. Some people share their art so beautifully with the world by being themselves authentically and Mac was one of those people. I always intend to be one of those people too. I think it is one of the most kind things we can offer and it is enough.

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