レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 1月1日 00時24分

2017 was the year I learned about love.
I grew a miracle in my womb and spent 42 weeks learning the meaning of letting go. The last two weeks of pregnancy were harder than anything I’ve ever had to do because for the first time in my life, I wasn’t in charge. I am wired to lead and decide and control and a part of me believes that if I don’t steer the ship, it sinks. I know now that this simply isn’t true. Not everything is up to me. I can let go and the earth will keep on spinning. I was two weeks overdue and it wasn’t until I surrendered - and it was agony, surrendering - that Lea Luna decided it was time to make her way into the world. A full moon. 24 hours of labor. And then this. Not the way I had planned it, of course. Since she was conceived nothing has been according to plan. But I’ve realized that the greatest magic actually comes from not knowing. When it comes to her, I have no choice but to accept that there is something greater than me out there. She tilts her head back and looks at me and smiles and... My entire being softens. Everything is ok. My beaming little moon. She reminds me of the universal connection I’ve spent lifetimes searching for. Call it God, call it Spirit, call it Love... The label is not important. But I know now I’m not the one in charge. And it’s a relief. I can prep and plan and work and work and work but at the end of the day I look at her and she is doing something totally mundane like eat a piece of fruit but it’s also miraculous, how present and in awe she is over everything, and I’m jolted back to reality. She reminds me every day: only love matters. Her. Us. She is my greatest, most beautiful lesson. She was born and everything else stopped. No. Life started. She was born and I came alive with her.
I guess when you look at it that way... 2017 was the year I learned about motherhood
which I’m beginning to understand
is the same thing as learning about God.
#lovinglealuna

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