Hrush Achemyanさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Hrush AchemyanInstagram)「‘17, I wasn't expecting all of this. You shook me upside down! I refuse to be a victim, never say “why me?!” or throw pity party. I was hospitalized for months while I battled with a blood infection that I shouldn't have survived.I was saved by an amazing group of physicians & nurses that performed multiple surgeries,& several blood transfusions.In the course of 2 months, I could not walk, my weight skyrocketed to 202 pounds my feet grew 2 sizes, my left lung filled with water, and my brain suffered from oxygen loss. Ultimately, I suffered from severe septic shock. People don't really live to talk about it. I chose not to publicly speak about this health crisis because I did not want others to see me at my weakest point.I was so afraid of everything the first couple months developing weird phobias in my head.Fear had me defeated, thoughts of suicide, I felt like someone was holding me under water and I couldn't breathe it was an anomaly. I fell out of sync with time, dates, work, events, friends, family, & social media. I remember laying their one night and asking myself will I make it?I turned to God, & prayed for health and a sense of inner peace. The closer I got to God and accepting Jesus Christ as my savior, the less I started to fear. Less fear, less stress, faster recovery!!! I'm not 💯,I still suffer from anemia, edema, iron deficiency, etc.I will be ok I am lucky to be surrounded by the people who uplifted me during my darkest hour. I've been so hesitant to share my story because,I have this hard ass image to maintain around here 😎 but I'm here to say in 2018, you will receive me in my rawest form.My resolution: A Rawer me, ‘cause I'm a cool little squirrel. For those of you that are going to drop hate 💩 in the comments below, it's cool. May God bless you too...we don't all got to kumbaya together. 2018 will be unfiltered because I no longer fear judgement! I do not fear obstacles that come at me. I pray and I will overcome anything with God. Fear is ungodly.W/god you can conquer the unimaginable. Take it from someone who was told they were supposed to die. Everything is mental. Believe and you will overcome. Can I get an AMEN 🙏🏼!!!」12月31日 10時50分