ベン・ボーラーのインスタグラム(benballer) - 11月24日 03時02分

#tbt this was my life 10 years ago. All these kids now searching for Actavis when the shits been gone for at least 5 years. I was drinking a pint a day circa 2004-2009 until I almost died. On New Year’s Eve 2007 I went to the ER for a promethazine overdose. And said “that’s it I’m quitting!” When really I didn’t realize, it wasn’t that easy. The worst sweats and shakes ever. Pissing out my ass for a month. Anxiety out of this earth. And guess what? I went right back to it a month later. I was completely obsessed with lean. A total loser. I was making calls to pharmacy’s and flying to Houston or anywhere I could get pints. At a certain point I don’t think I was even getting high anymore, I was just drinking because of the taste. I would pour sprite into empty bottles and swish it around for one sip. Scrape residue of purp off my teeth to have that taste. It’s the easiest drug to do and if you ever tasted Actavis or Alpharma, you know the shit is delicious. I didn’t do it because it was cool. I did it because I was addicted and couldn’t stop. I’m posting this because this shit almost killed me twice and I’ve seen too many people die from this. So just know, this shit is nothing to play with. I wanted to start a family and live long enough to see my kids flourish. I’m posting this now because I hope to save a life or 2 or 1000. That shit y’all are drinking now is trash btw and I can’t imagine drinking it just because it looks like the OG Drank and gets you lit but doesn’t have the same taste. Nah bruh. Again. That shit will kill you! Knock all that silly nonsense off. Live your best life. If shit didn’t work out with the 1 or 2 things you tried doing, you can always start over and do something new. It’s never too late. Happy thanksgiving. God bless. I’m not a religious person but I am spiritual and I do wish you all well. I’m very grateful for my life today so I thought I’d share a part of my life that wasn’t so great but kids like to glorify today. ??

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