レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 11月4日 13時08分

Feeling contemplative under this full moon. I feel the need to disconnect. Unplug. I'm immersed in a lot of doing these days and could use a little more being. .
I look at my baby girl and how she creates an entirely new universe each day. Every morning she wakes up and explores something new. She finds a corner of the house, a shoe, a plant, a window she hasn't seen before... And her eyes light up like mine when I see the full moon. To her, everything is beautiful. I purse my lips to make a silly noise and she looks at me in utter awe, eyes twinkling. She looks at me like I'm magic. Like she's trying to figure out; "how on EARTH did you do that?!" - Like everything I do is is otherworldly. .
I want to look at myself that way. With eyes that search for magic instead of imperfections. I want to love myself the way I love her. Unconditionally. I don't. Or, maybe I do. But sometimes I forget. I'm hard on myself and want to do exceed at everything, all the time. I never rest. There is that voice at the back of my head that always wonders; "how can I do better than this?". I used to think that it was a good motivator, that voice. But I'm beginning to realize it's just exhausting. To always have to improve. Fix. Change. .
She hugs me now. Nestles her little face into my neck and rests there. Kicks her feet with joy every time I walk through the door. Says Mmmmamma but I don't think she knows that that's me. Mamma. .
I don't know where I'm going. But with her by my side... It just has to be somewhere magical

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