ジェセニア・バイスのインスタグラム(iamjessenia) - 7月13日 00時55分

New Podcast @sincerelypodcast (prerecorded) - Starts @0:38, @therealtahiry asks when getting married ? (they @alyiv @very_verky @isadorabphotography @iventtglam no idea, I filled them in afterwards) -- LOTS said in this hour. LITEN TO IT ALL . We talk about our abusive relationships n how our upbringing has its affected us in the ways we love & so much more! BE PREPARED TO CRY Bc I cried during the recording. Below is a letter I wrote in my car after the tapping. I'm sharing it bc it's a critical piece to this episode.
Dear Joey,
I'm writing this after the podcast. There's so much I wanted to say that I didn't get to bc I didn't want it to be overbearing. Maybe I'll get the chance to tell u in person & maybe by the time this airs we'll be working everything out as a family bc that's what u are, ur family. We all love u so much. We all want this to work out. U are not alone. I'm ready to go the extra mile for u. To hold ur hand n support u thru this every step of the way bc there is light at the end of this tunnel... i know it to be true bc I've fought thru things myself, u don't have to be ashamed or embarrassed. Shit happens. I hope u know that everything I do is out of love. I do not judge u. I don't hate u. I only want for u to be healthy n happy. As I write this letter. I'm crying. I feel like my hearts been ripped out of me n I feel lifeless. I'm scared...bc I don't know if me trying to help u has pushed u away & i feel hopeless. Just Please don't run. I so lost , let me help u find u bc this isn't u. I know that. I know ur in there too. I can forgive. I will never give up on u or stop praying for u. Whatever happens. I just hope u don't give up on us & Don't let this thing win n take over ur life.

Sincerely,
Jessenia --- clearly we aren't together. n although it might look like I don't care I do, oddl?Even thru the hurt, the anger , ur still someone I loved n u were a friend at the bare minimum. I wish u well. N I cant hate u bc I understand everything that is u. I found my answers. I found myself. I hope u can too.I'll always be ur friend regardless of all that's been said n done on both ends

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