サマンサ・ドロークのインスタグラム(samanthadroke) - 5月20日 01時05分

So I'm sitting on the plane eating my BBQ sandwich (yes I'm leaving a Tx airport) ? and we start getting a little turbulence, but it's a different kind of rumble that I've never felt before. I look outside to see if the weather is the culprit, but it's blue skies. So I stop eating and begin to pray. It stops. I take a bite to eat. It rumbles again. I start praying. And so on...until I thought "why do I only start to pray after I get scared from the plane shaking, but then I go about my sandwich when it stops?" And then I had a revelation. I just left my mother who is in a cardiovascular intensive care hospital with a severe heart problem. I've been there for 7 days and although I was so sad to leave her, I had a sense that she was going to be OK. One minute you’re cracking jokes with your family and then something happens and they need to pull a tube out of her lungs or do a procedure. With every little thing the doctors do, comes risk and anxiety (mind you I've been praying nonstop.) ?? But it's in those moments as humans that we start worrying and getting scared even more because we're not sure what's going to be the outcome. I wrestled with this and I still do a little, but I've also had a sense of peace hovering around me knowing that God is with her and no matter what he will always be with her. He will always be with us. When times are shaky and in the waiting, He is always there. It terrifies me to lose anyone close to me, but I feel like God is strengthening my faith in the shaky times, the turbulence, the waiting, and the unknown. He is real and he is alive. And even though my family is going through such a difficult time, it gives me such peace to know that there is a place in heaven where we will all someday meet again. A place where all that pain and suffering is wiped away, and love and joy abounds. The skies will clear and the son will come down and meet us face to face. I'm grateful for His mercy and His strength. Jesus you are all I need. Psalm 121 ????❤ I'm thankful for my mama and for this amazing peach cobbler. ???? If you're still wondering about Jesus, you're not late! The time is now.

[BIHAKUEN]UVシールド(UVShield)

>> 飲む日焼け止め！「UVシールド」を購入する