ジェナ・マクドゥーガルのインスタグラム(hevenshe) - 4月26日 04時24分

This was a really fkn cool time for me. People asked me everyday for 6 months why I shaved my head and I could feel them holding their breath, afraid of the answer. Like I had to have had some kind of mental breakdown to do something "so drastic". But it was the opposite. I had a break THROUGH. People said they'd rather do the unthinkable than something like this ?? And it's not everyone's path, but I could never love myself when I was chasing beauty. I was never satisfied.
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Detachment introduced itself to me first with food (paleo ?? veg ?? sugar free ?? vegan), then material belongings and finally "who I think I am". Are we really our name? Our personality? Our profession? Our image? What is identity anyway?
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Shaving my head was a goal I put so far into the future, thinking at 35 I would be at peace enough with myself (???) but waiting for the "future me" felt like a delusion, so I reached out and grabbed her. I never had high self esteem. And it makes it worse when people say why? It just is and you just are. Maybe it's part of your life contract, your DNA, your energetic disposition. But my challenges are my gifts. Divinely designed to kick my ass and help me level up. So are yours! -
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If I'd never been so afraid of people judging me, and had countless numbers of people's fear & conditioning projected on me, I would never have written our lyrics, made my speeches or ran our workshops. -
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Image controlled me. Then I realised there is no such thing as control. I don't really know what you call the expression on my face but it feels raw to me. Thanks for reading ❤❤❤❤

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