#2016 I hit rock bottom. I shattered in a billion pieces. It started with the realization that I had lost myself. I questioned wether I truely loved myself. I ended a relationship of 5 years with one of my soulmate’s, booked a 1-way ticket to the other side of the world and embarked on a journey of self discovery ?❤ I travelled the world searching for my #soul ➡ ----- I visited places on the earth I could never have dreamt. ------ I felt the pain, suffering & fear of religion in the HOLY LAND only to find the hidden beauty of the Middle East. I Hiked 7 hours through the mountains in #Austria until my feet could no longer carry me. I Treetop climbed through the forests in #Czech to overcome my fear of heights. I visited the birthplace of my mother & grandmother to find my heritage in #Hungary. I visited the ruins in #rome and felt the darkness of the energy left by history in the streets of #london - I hit rock bottom… only to find that it was a ledge that lead my crashing down even further. I was alone. For the FIRST time in my life. shattered into a billion pieces with no other choice than to pick up every piece with NO idea how to put it back together. All I knew was, that no matter WHAT way I put them back together it would be the perfect fit. ------ I never gave up. I had no direction, Only faith. ------ so I flew #NYC ?I was scared, Hurt, Alone, Battered & Bruised…. Yet I had #FAITH that i was on the only path. MY path. ➡ “YOUR SUFFERING HAPPENED FOR YOU, NOT TO YOU.” ➡ Because of this I was stronger than ever. I had changed my frequency… I FOUND MY HIGHEST SELF. I found ME....the ME that was inside of me all along. Things happened to me that I could never imagine in my WILDEST dreams, both good and bad, but I NEVER GAVE UP. I NEVER lost FAITH, I always did my BEST & most of all I FOUND MYSELF in the darkest of places. ? WE MUST WALK THROUGH THE DARKNESS TO REACH THE LIGHT ? Because of this I am untouchable, I am independent, I am strong, I AM unapologeticlly ME... I LOVE MYSELF! for the first time in my life ❤ So goodbye #2016 & the old me. HELLO to a new year of personal growth & another step in the journey of life ❤❤❤ #2017 #selflove

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