スージー・ロウのインスタグラム(susiebubble) - 12月9日 05時08分

It would seem strange to suddenly go from the last post to a handbag or a pretty shoe so here goes... and whilst I'm generally reticent about confessional postings, if the events of Mon-Tues have taught me anything, it's that my sizeable but not ginormous following are more akin to being friends rather than alien voyeurs

Without going into details, what Steve went through was beyond traumatic. And I did very nearly lose him. My world as a result feels like it's been tipped over. What I thought I knew, maybe I didn't know at all

Right now I'm in the hospital with him making sure he can feel the baby kicking (and she is kicking a lot...) as he drifts in and out of sleep. The life inside of me is pulling us through but it can't be this baby bandage

Something else has to change and right now we're not sure what that is... or how we go about it. I've had the fortune to do what I want creatively speaking to earn my keep in this world. And I've been lucky enough to have met the partner that I can happily tack 'life' on as a prefix. And now we have this new life inside of me, that is coming imminently
Still... all of that doesn't quite add up. And time will tell whether things just go back to "normal" - whatever that means. Exciting fashions, Insta-worthy holiday shots and random ramblings won't be obliterated. But what goes on behind the veneer of all of that can't be ignored either

Once again I'm thanking our families, friends (both close and vague), and also all the gestures of well wishing from nice strangers. The road to recovery begins with those all-important people...

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