glorianotoのインスタグラム(glorianoto) - 10月27日 13時01分

Standing in the silence
I sing for me-
a tune I know not yet
the rhythm to
I distract each time I begin
the chorus-
Never to focus on the fruit of the labor

Sing to me - a song that makes
my hair stand up and dance
One that fills my cells with
a juice that but only a moment of
fascination can quench

Speak my language
My dance
inspired by something
outside of me
I be warned
told to never look outside
my own mirror for
sweet fulfillment
But I can't seem to grasp this
sand that falls through
my fingers -
Outside source
conjuring up a spell
to keep me here in a
seeking shell
I wash off the layers
but more seem to surface
Higher self comes
Higher self goes
to bed.

An idea comes around
wearing the mask of
a face that cut me
An intentional desire
with a wig looks a lot
like someone I used to know
but now I am better for it
I understand the difference

Monsters only have the power
that you give to them.

I see the struggle begin
as I have less and less faith
in the ghost -
I see it begin to turn to
nothing
kicking and throwing
strings with tiny anchors
attempting to make contact,
but falling
just too short
this time.

With the faith that
If I exist -
You Exist
#journalofthebeating

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