レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 1月22日 08時42分

I feel like my heart has been ripped in pieces. I am going through a very difficult time right now and have been fighting what feels like a nuclear war for the past weeks. For the first time in my life I've found myself in a place where someone I trusted, someone I thought was a true friend, turned out to only ever have been present in my life because I am "Yoga Girl". Because of money. Because of the idea of success. Someone I trusted with all of my heart who in a very calculated way is trying to set me up to lose what I've been fighting to create for a long time.
This is not my first betrayal, trust me. I've been burned before. I've had companies try to steal my content, brands try to set me up with suicide deals, Instagram "yoga celebrities" try to close down my account, I've had my trademarks stolen, my website shut down, I've had people - yoga people - smile at my face and trash talk me behind my back. There are the yoga studios that didn't pay me after I taught there, the festivals and brands that tricked me into teaching for free, the events and classes and workshops and collaborations where the people in charge suddenly "forgot what our agreement was" and I ended up losing money trying to share my teaching with the world. The business of teaching yoga can be a viscous one. Still - still - all of this pales in comparison to what I'm going through right now.
I am heartbroken. I can't stop crying. And, I am angry. Angry at myself for being so naive. Angry at the universe for never letting me rest. Angry at him. I've lost my ability to create and manifest and focus on the bigger picture. I am so sad I can't sleep. The betrayal is big because the trust was big. There was trust here. There was friendship. There was love. There was love here once and now it's gone.
Yes. There was love here once and now it's gone and I'm spending 18 hours a day in front of my computer and on the phone with these lawyers trying to save what's left of my heart

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