アビゲイル・ブレスリンのインスタグラム(abbienormal9) - 1月12日 15時53分

This is my friend @blainems. And this needs to change. "This has been a bad week. It took me a while to figure out why, blaming it on new years or a random case of mono, but I’ve finally come to a conclusion. I’m just really fucking depressed. I’ve rarely left bed earlier than 1pm even though I’ve done absolutely nothing the day before. I allotted this free time to work on college auditions but have squandered it away just lying in my bed. I went out twice for a date and my friends bday and got absolutely obliterated which I haven’t done in a year. So why this week? Well, tomorrow the police records that state that I was strangled, punched, scratched, and abandoned on the side of a road will be erased electronically and sealed in some depth of hell. A part of me gets legally erased. Another girl will never be warned. This fills me with rage, despair, and absolute loneliness. What happened to me does not matter to the state of New Jersey anymore. It never happened in their eyes. While I still struggle to get out of bed he gets a clean slate. So I will do the only thing I can do, make sure his name and what he did is immortalized somewhere so this doesn’t happen to someone else. I have had countless women who are friends, acquaintances, or people I’ve wronged so badly who should never speak to me again reach out to me and thank me for talking about this. Abuse doesn’t effect you just that night, it follows you in every relationship and experience going forward. It should be talked about and not some hush hush thing people take me aside at parties to ask about. Ive contemplated endlessly over the past year how this defines me but here are some other things I need to keep remembering I've accomplished despite of this: solo backpacked 14 countries, finished my associate degree in theater with honors, produced a concert in 2 weeks for a personal cause, wrote my first screenplay, got in a car, fell in love albeit for 4 fleeting days, made new friends without completely fucking it up, and had the courage to apply to my dream schools. So fuck you Jonathan Phillip Malpica aka Johnny. I am #1in4 and I should get out of my fucking bed."- @blainems

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